A rap song about trying to understand why people in the world are so bad to each other; and reflecting on the feelings of life while going through being hated, loved… and everything in between. I wrote this while I was in run-away mental patient in Jerusalem trying to figure myself out religiously.
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LYRICS:
CHORUS:
So I take off my smile, and I take out my little boy heart
A work of art, ripped apart.
And now look me yeah, I’m a real real man.
I got no love–and I don’t even fully trust my friends.
I need love, but nobody will love me
And I, need stuff, but then people would rob me
And I, need a friend, but then I’ll get betrayed
I guess trust is renewable, until we break.
VERSE 1:
So here I am again,
Steppin up to the mic again,
And now I got more people that are listenin.
And now I’m double thinkin’, hopin that I might live up,
To all this tough talk, you know how I like to hype it up–If
I hype it up,
Can I live my life to back it up?
Who gives a fuck, why the fuck, do I give a fuck?
I don’t know if I can hold this load.
Self confidence is the one thing I know,
That will keep me strong,
And keep me above the rough times,
Like when people tell me that I’m the stupidest dumbest guy.
That’s when I turn away, cuz I don’t wanna look
I’m shook; Why do people not treat each other good?
VERSE 2:
Allright the chorus.
Yeah I’m on the next verse
Not rehearsed, this jerk, gonna be late for work
And if his shirt has dirt
then go and hurt the jerk
and don’t forget to bury him under the Church of his hurt.
And since now I got nothin to lose,
I hope you choose,
To forgive me
Maybe we take e-eachother’s shoes
And walk around the park in the darkness of night
And start talkin about, how we both put up a fight
And even if one suffered pain he can’t explain
it don’t mean that your pain didn’t burn your face
In fact it burned your face right off your skull
And then you fell in a hole that was as black as coal.
And then your face fell silent,
And all ya fingers went numb
And then your hand went and grabbed
and you was hopin for a gun.
but that gun didn’t come
that’s when your light went out
“Damn, how the am I get through right now?”
VERSE 3:
So what’s on my mind now?
You know I just be ramblin
Yeah I’m lookin for the truth
But like a quarterback scramblin
But it seems to me, that just like everybody lyin
And crucifyin the truth, as it lay dyin
(fuck it)
So, ever since I moved to Isreal,
I happened to learn a couple things about people,
That they would steal your just for the sake of cash,
And they would hit your face so they could sit there and laugh
(but it)
I don’t need no body,
I don’t need no body,
I don’t need no body to take nothin from me,
That’s why I live in a cave where nobody can find me,
Where my heart is safe, cuz nobody can find it.
(ohh)
VERSE 4:
So like half a month ago my friend Tim
E-mailed me a mail, and told me some sick shit
Said that, 9/11 was an inside job
and that the government was really just apart of the mob
And that the, self inflicted wound went Kaboom
And then Bush was allowed send Iraq some troops
And then next he laughed and passed the Patriot Act
He could listen to people by putin in the wire taps.
And now I hear about government officials
Are afraid to talk shit, cuz if Bush whistles
Whistles the whistle blower, “get the out”
Terrorist or not, he got the power and clout
I mean like damn, the documentary Terror Storm
It convinced me of things I never knew before
Like rich people usin us against ourselves
Tellin lies to us all so that we fight ourselves
And at the end of the day ain’t nobody alive
except for the ones who put that in our minds
So denial now, and call the truth insane,
and some comfort now, but then eternal pain
Duration : 0:5:56
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